Saturday, November 20, 2010

Struggling

I'm struggling.. I don't want to get out of bed anymore. I don't want to deal with people. I don't want to deal with money problems, cooking, cleaning, or anything else... I just want to be nothing...

I'm sick of holding my head up high to escape the waters that are rushing around me and that are starting to reach my neck making it hard to breathe. The walls the are crashing down and I am finding myself alone..... I am finding myself drowning. I am sick of the struggle and I am sick of my own personal demons that I deal with daily... Can I just... Disappear?

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