I was going to try and write a poem, but I failed

I was going to try and express myself in new way by writing a poem or a song or something, sing I love singing so much, But I failed at it. So I'll find the song that I am in love with and made me cry listening to.

You're my world
The shelter from the rain
You're the pills
That take away my pain
You’re the light
That helps me find my way
You’re the words
When I have nothing to say

And in this world
Where nothing else is true
Here I am
Still tangled up in you
I’m still tangled up in you
Still tangled up in you

You're the fire
That warms me when I'm cold
You're the hand I have to hold
As I grow old
You're the shore
When I am lost at sea
You're the only thing
That I like about me

And in this world
Where nothing else is true
Here I am
Still tangled up in you
I’m still tangled up in you

How long has it been
Since this storyline began
And I hope it never ends
And goes like this forever

In this world
Where nothing else is true
Here I am
Still tangled up in you
Tangled up in you
I’m still tangled up in you
Still tangled up in you

By Staind


Anyways, So mothers day is coming up. My two least times of the year, Mothers day and Fathers day. Luke and I were talking today about that actually and I told him I wasn't calling my mother on mothers day and he was all trying to convince me that I should and it's the right thing to do, but I don't know. I don't owe her anything. Why should I try with her when she gave up on me and walked away 15 years ago?