So today, I didn't go to bed until 5:30 this morning... I have a sleeping thing.. I don't fall asleep at night for HOURS! I can be completely exhausted, like I am right now, and still not be able to fall asleep. I went to sleep probably 5:45 am, and woke up at 9:20 am... I got up and my grandma was in automatically in bitch mode... I told her a few days ago that I had plans for in the morning to get go out to eat with a good friend of mine and to get a new phone.. Well she freaked out and said a bunch of bull shit that I don't respect her and I am just using and abusing her..... I was too tired to deal with it so I just ignored it and walked out to the door to start my plans for the day... I come back in the house within minutes because my wallet was missing. I looked in my room for 15 minutes, couldn't find it anywhere.. So thinking I dropped my wallet last night when I was at a movie theater, I went over to my bank and had them freeze my account in case someone had my wallet and got a hold of my check card and all that good stuff. I came back to the house like 20 minutes later and my grandma that was bitching and complaining that I didn't respect her, was going through my room trying to find my wallet. she pretty much trashed my room, going through mt shit... Once she starts respecting me and my belongings, maybe I'll do the same.
Anyways.. I finally found my wallet, So I started my day, went out to eat, got my new phone.. then I went home.. My friend Matt and I were just sitting down in the kitchen trying ti figure out how my new phone works, and gma starts throwing a fit how I dont do anything and the "dog shit" needs to be picked up... Seriously, I had these plans for a week.. and you are making yourself look like a crazy old lady in front of one of my best friends.. Who now thinks she completely nuts.
So after she made herself look like a crazy, Matt (my friend) said he had to go to work, which he didn't and he just wanted to leave, which was a very good plan on his part. I picked up the dog shit, and then got ready for work..
I get home from work... Everything was ok and find and dandy.... Until I was ready to go to bed.. Gma knocks on my door and she starts talking to me, I rest my head on the door frame because I am so tried and I just wanna go to bed.. She gets upset about it and says that I am uninterested in what she says to say and that I don't care about her or anybody else but me... (which is just ridiculous because I took three days off of work to help my sister after her surgery, baby sit EVER DAY, given my siblings THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS so they can pay there bills without over drafting on there bank accounts, and I've done many other things too)
Anyways.. Gma says I dont care about anybody but me and that she doesn't like me anymore. She loves me, but she loves herself more... and all this other bull shit...
AUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.. And to top it all off.. One of my sisters is pissed at me... Her boyfriend called me a worthless piece of shit, just because my sister and I got into a fight, after we made up and were all ok.. He goes "I don't want her help anymore, she's just a stupid worthless piece of shit." right to MY FACE!!!
People are just ridiculous......... Life is ridiculous..
P.s. Happy birthday to the man who gave me life and left me to fend for myself in this fucked up world.
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